I’m glad I’m not a man

It’s only wednesday and I feel like I’ve been kicked in the balls so many times this week already.  

I really love my job.  I love what I do.  I love my career.  It’s a great life/work balance for myself and my family.  It’s everything I’ve studied for and worked hard for.  BUT, there are weeks like this where I’ve covered my eyes while pushing the send button on an email or hesitantly picked up a phone call knowing either I was about to deliver bad news or get bad news.  I’ve also been woken up every night this week from thinking stressing over work items.  It is the worst feeling ever to wake up at 2am and not be able to fall back asleep because you can’t shut your thoughts off.  

There is a silver lining to this though.  Next week I am on the road again to Houston,Texas for a training session but even better, I will get to see one of my BFF’s that I haven’t seen in months.  I can’t wait to see the sun. I can’t wait to hug her face.  I can’t wait to sleep through the entire night because the martinis have drowned my stress induced awakening thoughts.